When she very first requested myself basically’d want to consider playing with the girl along with her heterosexual cis-male spouse, I wasn’t wanting a three-way. I wanted to explore gender with femme-presenting women.

I watched couples just who looked for thirds how many others do, as shady and only contemplating their particular gains – just like the feared unicorn hunters.

But her message was actually kind, and I thought, ‘Have you thought to?’

I had no experience with threesomes with bi-curious lovers. I experienced merely emerge annually prior as a bisexual and polyamorous lady after hiding for quite some time, and jumping from monogamous directly relationship to another.

Getting bisexual introduced the usual tags of being ‘dirty’ for appreciating men and women sexually.

Getting polyamorous and engaging in casual gender implied I happened to be as well promiscuous, perhaps not psychologically committed enough, and branded a cheater before we even came across for a coffee.

Being plus-size with a human anatomy image/eating condition merely increased the emotions of inadequacy and pity for who Im.

So when she messaged me personally, telling me she believed I found myself stunning, and asking me to satisfy the girl along with her partner for a drink and watch exactly how we thought, I got the opportunity.

Two mouths rather than one, four fingers as opposed to two worshipped my body system, and that I them. And also for the first time really long time, we felt desired, attractive, and wanted. And especially, we felt like i really could eventually be myself.


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nicorn shopping
is
a term that describes
partners, usually cisgender, bi-curious types, on the lookout for a 3rd to participate them for sexual play. This
third
, appropriately known as the
‘unicorn’
the understood rareness of the life, is essentially a cisgender, slim, femme-presenting bisexual or bi-curious girl, person who is actually unmarried, delighted with no Strings connected (NSA) preparations, and will be intimately unique aided by the few.

I am not a genuine unicorn as I’m not single, sexually unique, nor slim.

My personal primary companion calls me a rainicorn instead. I have found the expression endearing as rainicorns (empowered by

Adventure Time

) can be found in all kinds of colours, shapes, and characters. We thrive on being a 3rd for partners, getting their intimate dreams alive without the additional strings of a difficult attachment. We take fantastic delight in becoming the item both of them desire.

Intimacy, for my situation, can be but an excellent moment, a short nights enthusiasm without further expectations.

Image: James Lee

Anti-unicorn looking has continued to develop from a need to emphasize the harms a large number of bisexual cisgender and femme-presenting women experience if they are hunted by lovers for potential three-ways. It frequently encourages throuple and triad situations instead one-off sexual activities to guarantee the rights of most included.

And I also have it. Bisexual ladies are typically colored as promiscuous, intimate things, sexually fresh, hyper-sexual, and assumed becoming upwards for just about any as well as sexual intercourse, including three-ways. Many have-been maltreated through this practice of shopping, and that shouldn’t be marked down.

To be honest however, I am most of those actions. Being a unicorn has become the best place in which these aspects of my identity which happen to be routinely painted as misconceptions about bisexual people are valued.

Just like the feminist philosopher Ann Cahill reveals, to not be intimately objectified, instance regarding excess fat ladies, is visible to be refused a sexuality and authorization to take pleasure from delight, something to which I have actually experienced highly for the majority of my life.

Welcoming this identity provides enabled me to seek sexual fulfillment in a different pair of methods, and engage my personal hyper-sexuality, without refute it.

I will be sick and tired of men and women talking for me personally, let’s assume that Im constantly susceptible to exploitation from the sheer premise of my bisexuality and femme-presenting sex. That being hunted means I am usually prey. That i need to usually want a deep, romantic, and on-going connection with one or two in the place of anything everyday.


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hile we’re colored as ‘rare’, I think there is even more females just like me in hiding. Most likely, the reason why would I or anyone should come forward openly as a unicorn, whenever message boards and the like paint unicorn hunters as ‘disgusting’ and only wanting to ‘spice upwards their unique dull or boring intercourse life’?

Where does that keep many of those exactly who enjoy being section of those dynamics because the hunted?

When shaming these partners takes place, the audience is also shaming the unicorns whom practice these methods. We have been creating the story whereby bi-curious NSA three-ways are viewed as usually inherently challenging activities, in addition to reinforcing the idea that women merely ever before desire romantic hookup, that individuals cannot possibly be enthusiastic about merely sex.

We should instead start room and start to become mindful in the diversity of sexual experiences. We possibly may practice a variety of intimate techniques and engagements, as well as many of us looking for bi women, being promiscuous, prepared for NSA three-ways, and hyper-sexual, is certainly not a poor thing.

Neither is it an inherently negative representation of bisexuality a lot more generally. All things considered, it is far from the representation that’s the issue, it’s the way in which it really is weaponised.

Sadly, the anti-unicorn ‘community’ does a really great task of pathologising myself, and women like me, because we dare decide to embrace facets of our selves which are viewed as a ‘problem’ by other people. Because we dare getting ‘bad’ bisexuals.

I’m a bisexual ‘rainicorn’.

And I do not just like getting hunted.

We fucking love it.


Rainicorn operates in analysis, focusing on bodies, sexuality and gender, intimate methods, and health and well-being. She identifies as a bisexual, cisgender, polyamorous plus-size Anglo-Celtic lady, and is sex good, kink/fetish good, and excess fat good. Within her extra time, she enjoys decorating and producing songs, in addition to delectable delights with the carnal underworld.

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